I?m feeling all bubbly and mushy right now. Therefore, I like to share my feelings that I have for my special someone and I hope that somehow you can pick something here that can enlighten whatever burden you are carrying.
I have told him this before that one of my worries in life is my fear in knowing that I have no right to want him and knowing that I cannot stop myself. How poignant, right? How absurd things have gotten into? How ironic really life can be?
In my eyes before, he was just another shadow lurking at one of the dark alleys of the world. Just an addition to the crowded surroundings that I am not even bothered if he notices me or not. I simply do not care what he does because I have my own life to deal with.
Then one crazy twist of fate turned my life upside down. He became a part of it. For him, I may come with a force of a hurricane but for me he was a punch I never knew coming that knocked me down. Moreover, the moment I stood up, I felt this overpowering emotion for him. I may not understand the answers to my questions and know that I may be hurt in the end; still I took the risk because love needs no reasons and overlooks the pain.
Honestly, he was far from the prince charming I dreamt of having but he was a gift I will be forever thankful. In addition, realization came to me that at first glance, he appears to be like everyone else but a second look reveals an exceptional person. I am his sunshine and he is my guiding light. He is there when there are feelings that need to be felt and smiles that simply need to share. Even during his imperfect outbursts, he still can create perfect love moments.
My love for him is remarkable yet frightening. I laugh when he is happy and I cry when he is sad. He can falter, he can mourn and I will be standing by his side. And I hope that he does not worry about me because it does my heart and soul good to know that I am going to be here for him.
I just love him. And quoting from a line in one of my favorite books, I want him to know that ?You are like a line in a song? You could have stayed outside my heart but in you came. And here you will stay until it is time for you to go.
About the Author: currently suffering from a headache... X'(